stayign in on bonfire night is utter crap :/ but its all wet and i dont fancy getting rained on...again! god i hate the rain ¬¬ well no i love the rain but i just dont like being out in it getting wet

every year my school does something called charity week and its from next monday to friday and each day we raise money for different charities and such, we raise the money by holding a range of different events and i just so happen to be on the charity commite so i get to help out directly which is ace

i get to run an even t with a friend of mine on the wednesday for a music performance in our cafe and im performing init and im really shitting myself >.< im a vocalist anyway but i always get really scared when singing infront of crowds :/ ugh! but the day falls on the help for heros charity day so im gonna do it for all the soldiers going to war which includes my really good friend who i will miss loads :'( i dont want him to leave me to go to war but it is his choise and hes stubborn to go but he knows how much EVERYONE doesnt want him to go. i feel like crying in his arms right now
moving on away from my sad subject

im also performing in our talent night for the third time with 'how to save a life' by the fray who i love and the song really speaks to me if you get me. a bunch of the 6th formers are doing busking to raise a bit of money as well which again im taking part in, i never really got how much work went into this when i was in the lower school but now i realise its so much work and preperation its amazing, we even have our own bands saying arrow vale charity week and we are getting banners with help for heros on but i dunno if they will get here on time

wow i speak too much XD i shall leave you guys with kisses xxxx